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Not Even in My Dreams; c.m.k
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Ongoing, First published Mar 12, 2020
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Sometime's people come to us when we most need them, and boy did Kevin need someone.

Isolating yourself by accident is a little to easy when you work from home, a few weeks can go by without seeing anyone and then an overwhelming sense of loneliness will hit you. Kevin knows the feeling all to well, so when he runs into a and out going cheerful boy around his age - he surpised to find its just the type of person he needs.
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This isn't what friends do

70 parts Complete Mature

Coming out must be hard but only doing so because you can no longer hide your feelings for your bestfriend is unimaginable. A story about falling in love after a long time coming... * "I'm jealous? I'm controlling? You couldn't even let a guy touch me in there without pushing them away. You're not so innocent yourself Brandon. Don't look at me like that." He caught my chin forcing my eyes up to his again. "Or what?" I asked my voice shaking. I don't know what he was trying to say but it was all true. My breath came out jittery, staggered and just like that he was pressing his lips into mine with such pressure. I didn't move for a second too scared what the hell this was. I couldn't even think, did I want to kiss him back? Did I like this? I was staring wide eyed in shock at him still his eyes open to as he stayed perfectly still neither one of us moving. Before I knew it he was pulling away wiping me from his mouth his eyes adverted embarrassed* #1 in complicatedrelationships #1 in jealous #8 in feelings #6 in romance! #1 in comingoutofthecloset #6 in wattpride Part two out now!! Through it all is set a few years in the future for this pair. Continue to read more about their crazy life with all its ups and downs. Check it out 👍

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