i hate him more than i hate myself
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Last published Thu, Mar 19, 2020
(cover is a photo taken by me in the gay district of Belfast, Ireland)
Alex has made up her mind. Magnus was sweet and all but he most certainly was not the guy for her.
He wasn't infamously popular but he certainly had a following. Probably because his father, Frey, was one of the best surgeons of their time and Magnus was to follow suit.
Or maybe it was because Magnus so easily made his way into her thoughts, distracting her from her school work or her art.
So no, Magnus was not the guy for her.
But what if all that changed and they moved to become friends to lovers.
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