Dragon's incarnated fate

"i-i-i- a-a-am sca-sc-scared....o-of ...y-you! "he panted, breathing hard his eyes glossed by flow of sorrow yet to be released.
i was the reason behind his face as distress as a daisy in start of fall.i should have released him but i cant not even if i want to because i know that i may will set him free but my monster will never.... he is restless without him.i can no longer control him .....because now without him he is not shedding blood of others but he was shedding tear of blood.i know it was selfish i know i was acting like a beast but if the beast keep him with me than so be it.
"you should be" i look deep into the hazel sapphire of his which make me lose my sanity . my gaze set on his pale but still red lips. heavens know i try to control but "k-k-kei"there i loose it . i pull him toward me harshly he shiver against my body but it did nothing other than provoke the hunger inside me ...thrist for him for oh so long. i kissed him and it was not like a lovers kiss i kiss him like a man in hell having the cold water first time .i feel little push on my shoulder but i was completely lost in the bliss. .......
i was a monster but i worship him he was my only believe ,he was my only god , my only weakness and my last straw of sanity.
he was moon,i was the sun.
he was peace, i was war.
he was beauty ,i was disaster.
he was pure, i was a sinner
he was life, i was death.
he was my salvation ,
but i was his destruction.
i became the solemn reason of his blood tears
A/n- I swear to God its so cringy Idk why I am doing it.... But I like it... Kindaaaa. 😅😂