Social Introvert

do you know that one girl in school that' always quiet, she isn't pretty but isn't ugly either, good artist , always listening to music and perhaps mouths of to the teacher but never gets in trouble?
I'm that girl. i sort of hate it i love it too, people think I'm weird, I am, but not for the reasons they think.
I don't like the school i go too, people are too plastic, cookie cutout.
but that's life, i wanna find someone who is like me, abnormal and strange, someone who doesn't completely fit in.

is that even possible? i don't know, it doesn't matter though. because I'm becoming plastic too.
I hate when social science is correct.