If you or someone you know is feeling deppresed or if they have suicide attempts, slit wrists, suicidal thoughts or any harmful things like this please call,
1-800-273-8255
Autumn Beverly is lonely in her life and only writes in her diary, she gets beat up by others alot her mother died, her father doesn't care anymore. Her life has just completely fallen apart, she thinks it's time but before the day ends she meets a some friends.
⚠︎☢︎︎Warning! This book contains, suicide, suicidal tendencies, Suicidal thoughts, self harm, abuse, Sex mentions, bullying, and cyber bullying. This is a suicide prevention book.
If you are sensitive to this please read another book like, Otaku Problems, Dear unknown Lover, Pictures of you, The Marking of The Moonlights Fog and "It doesn't matter okay?" ☢︎︎⚠︎
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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