I'm 19 years old right now. The last 5 years I have been suffering. I couldn't accept myself and live with myself. It was, it is still hard. But I want to change. I want to have clear skin, a body I am proud of and a mindset that doesn't stop me and bring me up. This is my journey and my feelings and my life. If you are curious feel free to read. - TRIGGER WARNING if you suffer from an eating disorder and are easily triggered by number, eating habits und such. Please leave, this texts I am writing are about my story of discovering myself, my body and love myself. A journey to self love and acceptance. But this is real life and it may have it's ups and downs. Please be aware of that.