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!TRIGGER WARNING!:contains suicidal thoughts, self harm, abuse, and overall angst!

Izuku was supposed to be the perfect son, he was supposed to be ideal for both his mom and his dad. But he wasn't, he was quirkless. He was quirkless and he hated himself for it, his dad did too. He was going to be perfect, Hisashi was going to make sure of it.

I DO NOT OWN MY BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA OR THE ART USED FOR THE COVER (only the plot)
Boku No Hero Academia is by Kōhei Horikoshi
If you know who the cover art belongs to please let me know

EVERY CHAPTER HAS ABOUT 1,000 WORDS!!
Started: March 14,2020All Rights Reserved

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F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

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Villain Family (DISCONTINUED/REWRITING) by dekubishh

(Cover by AnimeFreaks123) The day Izuku was born was the day that the league of villains base became a place full of happiness, at least for them. When Izuku was born Inko didn't want him, nor did his father. They both were work obsesed and didin't give Izuku what every parent should give their child... love They got tired of him and threw him out in the middle of the street. People would cast him a glance and move right past him. That was the day tomura got lectured by Kurogiri for spilling milk all over the counter because of a fight between him and Dabi. Tomura was walking down the street to go buy cleaning supplies when he came across Izuku. He took him to the bar and from that day on Izuku Shigaraki finally had a family that cares for him like if he was an actual person and not just a doll. Or Izuku gets raised by villains and becomes a phsychotic and sarcastic, not to mention babe attracting piece of shit. Includes: *yaoi *cursing *self indulgent writing *slightly slow updates *horrible jokes *ooc Uraraka (but she has a secret behind that, just bear with her for a bit) *ooc Izuku Characters and other things don't belong to me, they belong to the wonderful Kohei Horikoshi, i only own the plot.

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a little boy can ask for in life until a tragic event changed everything. He lost his mother, his father, his home and even hope. Left without anyone to trust or turn to, this precious green bean now struggles every day to find a reason to go on. Will someone save this the boy everyone forgot about? Life is weird and can't be explained. It can be hard at some times too. Izuku knew that life hated him and he was getting sick and tired of it.... BUT... What if life didn't hate the boy and would do anything to help him find his will to live? Will he discover the secret behind his quirk? Will he gain a new family? More importantly will he find the warm feeling of love and being accepted? Will his desperately search for it finally end? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

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Courting Death by Chimera_Regarion

With nothing left to lose, one might say that killing oneself might be the best option, but what if that doesn't work? Izuku Midoriya, a seemingly quirkless kid, had enough of everything and just want to be done with life forever. Nothing is holding him back on committing suicide, nothing ever stopped him doing that, but after 16 long years of torture he finally got the resolution to do it. Too bad that life is far from done and over with him.... Now with no choice left, he seeks out any kind of way to end this miserable and meaningless life of his. Well, that was what he wanted to do until he and a certain villain chicken get to know each other. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou by SushiCatAnonymous

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