No one has ever made Gerard Way feel the way Bert McCracken does. He's charming, sweet, makes him feel important. Bert is just perfect in Gerards eyes. But something seems... off. Gerard, completely in love, doesn't realize just how much Bert affects him. His best friend, Frank Iero, does, though. His best friend starts to behave weirdly, not like himself. Frank is scared, that things might get as bad as they did the previous year. Sadly, what happens might be even worse... ____________________ TW: Abuse Self-harm Mentions of Suicide, alcohol and drug addiction Mental health problems Oh yeah, this story contains smut. I didn't put any warnings in the chapters themselves, because I simply didn't want to. Kind of ruins the curiosity if you already know they're gonna get it in that chapter, you know? ____________________ A/N: the story belongs to me, the characters obviously don't. None of what happens in this story happened to the real people, it's fiction after all. I have nothing against Bert but I didn't know who else would make sense in this. Sorry. 2. A/N: I don't know why most chapters are double now. I can't delete them or else all the other chapters get deleted too. Sorry for the inconvenience :/