To Delilah
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Last published Fri, May 22, 2020
"16 year old, Annabelle Gibson was a victim of sexual assault, once by a man in his early 30's and twice by a woman in her late 40's who allegedly had catfished her into thinking she was a 17 year old boy." The News reported "Both assaulters have been sentenced to 20 years in prison." They continued.
In short, I wasn't able to love again after those incidents. They were truly horrifying and it left me with PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
I was sure I wasn't able to love again until one girl named Delilah Jefferson approached me.
But all good things come to an end...
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