Tainted Memories
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Last published Wed, Jul 15, 2020
What happens when you have a horrifying past that plans on destroying you and the love you finally found?
Ric has been haunted by his one wrong decision to trust a man who made his life a living hell. He finally decides to run thinking that it would be the end of his horrifying past. He moves to a new town and starts a new life.
When life presents him another chance with a man he's conflicted whether he should trust him or leave him.
In this roller coaster of emotions that build within Ric, will he find the lost pieces of his heart amidst the taint in his memories or will his past creep in like the night and steal the light from his life?
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