Despair, the Miserable ~ A Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood Fanfiction (ON HOLD)
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Last published Sun, Mar 22, 2020
She was created to lead them. She was the first one. She loved her "siblings" dearly, but as time went on, she realized that her Father didn't see them the same way she did. He did horrible things to them, turning them into monsters. And Despair couldn't stand it any longer.
She ran. Ran as far away as she could. She ran to Xing.
Nearly four hundred years later, Despair returned under a new name, "Sadie." And the things she sees fill her with fear.
She knew she had to stop them. But it's hard to do that when the ones she loved most are fighting against her with no memory of who she is.
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