Hide who you are so they can't see your vulnerable side.
Hide your beauty so you know how they act when you have flaws.
"I hate it!"
I hate this so much. I get up everyday, and it's the same nonsense.
I go through it all. Wake up, go to the hell hole. Get bullied, cry. And come home wishing I could show them who I really am. What I really look like.
"But you can't, Adeline. And you know that." The only person I have to talk to is myself,
Sad. I know.
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"Let me go, Easton."
"Why won't you let me in?" He yells back to me, tighten his hold on my arms.
"I said to let me go."
"Tell me why first!"
I sigh in defeat, shaking out of his grasp. "You're a bully, Easton. And you know it. You only want me when we're alone."
"Why do you think that, Addy? Let me know."
"I see it everyday." I shrug, walking away from him.
Pausing in my tracks, I laugh silently to myself before looking back to him.
Your vulnerability shows, Adeline. No matter what, you'll always be you.
I talk about not showing but yet I'm the same either way.
At home: I'm shy, but I'm in my own skin.
At school: also shy, but I don't show what I have to offer.
"Adeline-" Easton reaches out for me and I brush him off.
"I've said it before. You're a very fake person, Easton. The fakest of them all."
{EDITING PROCESS}
*BOOK ONE OF TWO*
When a high school student named Davina Smith faces her senior year after a tragedy in her family, suddenly finds herself appealed to the new kids in town.
She never had an interest in befriending anyone besides her childhood friends Emma and Jackson, But these kids had something about them that just made them stick out. Maybe it wasint such a bad idea to expand her social life. What could go wrong? Right..?
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Davina Smith, a 17 year old with trauma of losing those close to her from past experiences and losses, is soon appealed to the new kids in town. Or more like appealed to the attractive black haired, green eyed boy. She's never been the one to want to have a relationship. Is now the time?
Xavier Witts, a 18 year old boy hiding a nothing more than a couple lies... or so he says.
Xavier never wanted to get attached to someone he could lose. He never to wanted to go through that again.
But what happens when suddenly that person fights against his measures of protection?
What happens when that person is willing to risk their life just to be with him?
Luckily he would do the same
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"I don't know what to do Xavier..." I cry uncontrollably into his chest as he holds onto me for dear life. "I know love. I know."
"I'm such a bother to yall." I choke out. "I'm so fucking weak. I can't even defend myself." Xavier's arms unwrap from my body, and his hands hold my teary face. "I'm a worthless h-human." Xavier furrows his eyebrows in pain. A tear of his own falling down his face.
"No," he says shaking his head. "No. You've never been a bother to me. You aren't weak. And you most certainly aren't worthless." I gasp to breathe, and he continues talking. "What you are is an amazing person who hasn't let all of this crazy bullshit affect her. You handled it like a champ. What you are is a strong, brave being that has stood by my side." I breathe as he leans closer.
"What you are, is the love of my life...."