I Hate Myself

Dear Kat Nikko,

I hate myself,

I hate myself for being weak,

I hate myself for being naive,

I hate myself for being stupid,

I hate myself for ignoring the signs,

I hate myself for not hating him,

I hate myself for still loving him,

I hate all these feelings.

My therapist said it will be good to have a journal to write down everything that goes on in my head ,but I think it's so stupid it doesn't matter what I write I still hate myself.