I Hate Myself
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Last published Sun, Aug 17, 2014
Dear Kat Nikko,
I hate myself,
I hate myself for being weak,
I hate myself for being naive,
I hate myself for being stupid,
I hate myself for ignoring the signs,
I hate myself for not hating him,
I hate myself for still loving him,
I hate all these feelings.
My therapist said it will be good to have a journal to write down everything that goes on in my head ,but I think it's so stupid it doesn't matter what I write I still hate myself.
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