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Am I Manly Yet? Kiribaku + Bakuquad

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Parts 19
Time 4h 13m

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Kirishimas home life is well, not perfect. Probably worse than that, but he has grown up hearing that everything happening is ok. Everything is ok besides him. Which makes everything ok because he deserves it.

He later goes to UA and meets Kaminari, Sero, Mina, and Bakugou. Will they figure out what's happening? Will they Help?

NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE MINE. The only things that belongs to me is the writing. 

I suck at summaries but i tried. Also this is my first time posting anything soooo sorry if it sucks at first. Feel free to go ahead and give it a try tho ❤️
⚠️Warning ⚠️ this story will probably have triggering themes like
-Abuse 
-Depression 
-Suicidal thoughts
-Eating disorders (kinda)
-cussing (ofc, thx bakugou)
It might contain similar topics so if it triggers you please dont read. 
❤️❤️All Rights Reserved

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Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

Two Paths Villain!Kirishima x Bakugou (Discontinued) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

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He's Right There! by LemonDarts

-------FANFICTION------- After finding his addiction to consume him entirely, Bakugou lashes out to his closest friend, which leads to Kirishima's death. Through daunting flashbacks, internal reminders, and suffocating hallucinations of his old friend -- he soon learns that the past will always find a way back. This is the sequel to 'the tight vines', so strongly recommended you read it before for insight and better understanding. However, this book will be written as something that can be read separately, a stand-alone fanfiction. Overall triggers: -Hallucinations: slight gore, uncomfortable details of sensations, disturbing thoughts, and conversations. -Death, murder. -Self harming. -Addiction, primarily in discussion to energy drinks. -Panic attacks and psychological breakdowns. -Thoughts and mentions of suicide. Anything exclusive to a chapter will be listed at the top.

$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

Cold | Suicidal Todoroki by luxzine

Beneath the indifference plaguing Todoroki's personality lies the dark, unforgiving truth he conceals. When the abuse that he's suffered for years begins to erase the person that his classmates know him as, how will they react? How will Todoroki react in return? [Completed on 11/14/21. #1 in bakutodo on 01/15/22. #2 in suicidal on 01/28/23.] ⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯ ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations ▪︎ Self-harm ▪︎ Abuse, murder, and violence ▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships ▪︎ Substance abuse ▪︎ Homophobia ⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

I think I love him... [KIRIBAKU] by Ceramic_bitch

Eijirou Kirishima struggles with an abusive dad and horrible depression and would get bullied just about everyday at his old school, but it all slowly starts to get better when he gets accepted into UA high and meets one spikey ash blond hair boy, "Katsuki Bakugou" they share a dorm and chemistry starts to form making things get a little awkward at first.... it really shows that just one kiss can change everything! Bakugou then has to warm up and get use to all of this new affection that he is getting and learn to accept himself for who he is. Kiribaku fic and it will also include some Kaminari x Shinso Todoroki x Midoriya PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS! ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ //SELF HARM WARNING// // ABUSE WARNING// //CUSSING// //SMUT WARNING// //THE MENTION OF SUICIDE// //EATING DISORDERS// So if any of these trigger you please do not read!! #1 on Kiribaku 4/2/20 #1 on bakushima 25/2/20 Also I hate starting books so trust me it does get better then the first page 😬

You Don't Mean That (Bakugo x Kirishima) by alanyastaples

[Fan fiction] Its summer break and class 1-A just got done with their mission. Some students plan to stay in the dorms over the break, this includes Bakugo and Kirishima who usually hang out together 24/7 because they were just naturally close. Yet Kirishima starts feeling weird whenever he's around Bakugo, and Bakugo starts to avoid Kirishima. Yet, Kirishima isn't going to start by square one again, he wants to face Bakugo head on.

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

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