I am getting crazy!
Why? Why is Thor doing this to me? What have I done to deserve such treatment?
We are mates and he is choosing her over me!
I came back after two years to find it out, I could have never imagined such a thing and now I have to stand on his side as his Beta and not as his Luna. It is breaking my heart and I want to run away but I can't do this to my parents and our pack, they need me, they love me but...
How can I make it when my heart is breaking and I feel like dying day by day?
And what am I going to do with that wolf that keeps on following me the last six years everywhere I go? Who is he?
He can't be my enemy, he has saved my life so many times, he gets in our territory to see me but nobody notices him and I don't want to tell Thor about it, I don't want to lose this wolf, he is special to me for an unknown reason...
I feel like I am in the middle of so many choices and I don't know what to do, I am fighting with my own self, I feel there are things I don't know, something is wrong and my instinct is right, I am confused and in the end I want my heart to be the winner, just like my grandma had adviced me to...
"Cleo, always follow your heart, she knows the right way..."
WARNING: THIS BOOK HAS MAJOR PLOT HOLES, AND IS ALL TOGETHER VERY BAD. I SUGGEST YOU READ MY NEW BOOK, Skeletons In My Closet. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
When they slowly cut my skin, I didn't scream, when I felt their blades lightly drag across my stomach and legs I didn't shake. This was my life and I was used to it. It was fine. When they slowly cut my skin, I didn't scream, when I felt their blades lightly drag across my stomach and legs I didn't shake. This was my life and I was used to it. It was fine.
When his red stamp hit my card, I couldn't dare look. But those red letters attacked my eyes; Weak.
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This was the Alpha playing with his food.
I could imagine how he would stalk to me, his head high with all his teeth showing. His pure white fur not being touched by the dust he had created when he chased after me. I can only imagine how every step for him would be a leap for me. That blood would hang from his mouth and drip onto the forest floor but not even faze his fangs.
I was terrified of him. Even if I couldn't bring myself to mention it, to be weak and choose to submit.
These thoughts kept me running, the invisible echo of a laugh that wasn't really there stayed in my ear, even though he was nowhere to be.
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He was terrifying, but yet, at he same time he was safe.
AU: I STARTED WRITING THIS 2 YEARS AGO. ITS NOT THE BEST STORY.