The Lonely Position of Neutral
MrCoffee82
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  • Reads 3,653
  • Votes 1,122
  • Parts 113
  • Time 1h 46m
MrCoffee82
Complete, First published Mar 18, 2020
Mature
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Ben's throat cancer has returned. Living a lonely life, he found a woman he loves but finds out she's been unfaithful. Ben starts to think the lonely position of neutral isn't that bad. He writes poems and dialogue narratives. Will Ben survive cancer this time, or is it the end? And will Tara finally love him as much as he loves her?
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