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Nova's Diary

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Reads 79
Votes 9
Parts 5
Time 11m

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20thcentury abuse depression diary love mystery newadult nova reallife suicideattempt thoughtsandfeelings thriller

Growing up was struggle and exhausting. Nova didn't mind, She wanted to be an adult so bad. Nova lives in pain, abuse, parent who doesn't care and younger sister, Zina. Who she was always compared to. 
       Nova trusted no one other than her precious diary.  Every of her deepest secrets, Feelings, thoughts, fears, worries, love, happiness are expressed in the diary. She was called weak and stigmatized as a bad girl at 16.  At 18, Nova was raped and became mentally and emotionally broken. 
             1) She was a Virgin until she was raped
             2) She was raped  at 18
             3)Does being an adult helped fulfill her dreams and made her forget the horrible incidents?
             4) Will Nova strive to be better? 

Enjoy this  emotional ride with Nova.All Rights Reserved

20thcentury abuse depression diary love mystery newadult nova reallife suicideattempt thoughtsandfeelings thriller

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ARABELLA by fakeassbitchesfr

Arabella She's just three and doesn't remember anything about the outside world. Her world is confined to the little cell where she lives with her mother. After the mother dies, anything but a kind man saves her and takes her in. She's new to the feelings of being cared for and she's scared about the new family she's about to live with. Read about the Ferrari family and the little princess they saved. Sneak Peak - I smile at her and get up from the bed, still holding her. "Good morning, baby. How did you sleep?" I ask while kissing her forehead. "Good." She says and her face comes up and kisses me on my forehead, her tiny hands holding my face. She's copying me.

Unraveling The Heart by RiriQuill

After everything that happened, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was off with Nova. I told myself I needed to check on her and make sure she was okay. I pushed open her door, and the sight of her almost stopped my heart. She was sitting on the floor, her back against the bed, eyes unfocused, her hand shaking as she brought another pill to her lips. My pulse quickened. "Nova?" My voice cracked, louder than I intended. She didn't respond at first, just continued, almost robotic, taking more. I rushed to her side, grabbing her wrist and forcing her to look at me. The fear in her eyes wasn't something I had ever seen before-not from her. I wasn't ready for this, but now that I was here, I couldn't look away. "What the hell are you doing?" I demanded, my voice rougher than I meant. She didn't answer. Her breath was shallow, and she seemed so... far away. The confident, strong Nova I knew was gone, replaced by someone broken. Someone who needed saving. I knew I had to be here for her, no matter what. Nova Rae Westbrook Her life seemed perfect-beautiful, smart, and unbothered by the world around her. But the truth was, Nova was hiding more than anyone could guess. Beneath the smile and confidence, there was a darkness she fought alone, a pain no one could see. Alexander Xavier DeLuca Charming, British, and arrogant to the core, Xavier DeLuca had it all-money, status, and women. He was used to getting what he wanted, no strings attached. A notorious playboy who never stayed interested in one girl for too long. But beneath the smirk and the effortless charm was a man who was hiding his own battles. A man with many faces, none of them truly his.

The Storm (2) by untitled_145

Max and Melina are now 21. Melina likes to pretend that everything is okay. That her past doesn't still haunt her. She's slowly drowning, slowly sinking to the bottom. Max and the others love Melina, but they've been so caught up in their own issues, that they didn't realize they were doing more harm than good. Will they be able to come to their senses and realize she needs help before it's too late? _________________________________________________________________ This is the sequel to The calm before the storm. I really suck at these descriptions but please give it a chance. Also if you feel like it please check out my other stories!

I Found Love In your Danger by Beatrice100535

It's about Nova she's 18 years old who's was in an abusing relationship and whole she tries to get out of the relationship and in her own mess of life she finds herself a woman who is mysterious and finds out that maybe she's one dangerous woman. But she can't stay away Very bad grammer it's my first time writing so please be nice :3 <3

Family Comes First by CRAZY40429

Being alone? Check. Being afraid? Check. Being abused? Check times 3. Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care... SIKE! My life was always bad. From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked: 'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts. 'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do. 'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward. 'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household. Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some. 'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do. 'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always. 'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes. *** This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born? Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies. ___ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion! ____ Highest Rankings: #1 in Rules: Oct. 18. 2020 #1 in Truth: Jan. 16. 2021 #1 in Alcohol: Jun. 18. 2021

Better in Boston by user12563489

Nova had been Bestfriends with the Triplets her entire life, they had been born to mothers who were best friends, but when Nova's mother suddenly passed away when she was 14 everything shifted. Being left in the care of her mentally abusive father her only escape was with her Best friends the triplets. The only problem was her and Matt had fallen out around the time of her mothers death and now they can't stand to be around one another, or can they? !!!!TW!!! talks of an abusive home, alcohlism, themes of ED, Mental health and strong language.

Trusting My Brothers by ajbear12

Liliana has always had a bad life. Ever since she was five, her mother would date the wrong people who would corrupt her, and she was the one who always got hurt. The abuse was usually mental, but then Liliana turned ten, and that's when it became physical. Four years later, she finds out that her mom died in a car accident and has to go live with her older brothers who she has no memory of. Will her brothers welcome's her with open arms? Will she learn to let them in? Will they find out the truth of her childhood? TRIGGER WARNING: includes abuse and mental health like anxiety, depression, and self harm

N o c t u r n a l by winter_jasminee

Into the ocean that has no memory. Where everything exists ephemerally, Where there is no past nor future. They became one. The memories they shared together, danced within the interval of faraway waves. Please don't leave anything behind, For this ocean, is the only one that doesn't know us This ocean will be our whole world. -𝒜𝓇𝓈𝒽 🌙 Luna is a hard working girl who is liked by everyone in her school. ✨ Nova is a nonchalant delinquent hated by everyone in his school. 🌙 Luna is very simple and she's always surrounded by nice people. ✨ Nova has piercings and tattoos and he's usually surrounded by troublemakers. 🫧These are some rumours that everyone in the school is talking about but, are they really true? 🫧what will happen if these two completely different people meet each other? 💫stay tuned to see how their stars will collide and destiny will unfold!💫

Against All Odds(the rewrite) by ash1997

Nova was 17 year old girl she was about to graduate high-school and get away from all that hurt her, until she joined her exs band and all hell broke loose in her mind.

Resilience by iiswatiii

[COMPLETED] "Life doesn't get easier or more forgiving, we get stronger and more resilient." ― Steve Maraboli She has experienced more pain in her 15 years of life than many people do in their lifetimes. Her life has always been filled with pain, emptiness, and hopelessness. There was never a reason for her smile. But one day, her life took an unexpected turn. She now has to live with people she didn't even know existed. One father, seven overprotective brothers, and a bad boy who can't seem to get his mind off his good girl. What could possibly go wrong? Will her new family treat her the same way 'they' treated her? Or will they show her that life is more than what she thinks it is? There are a lot of secrets that everyone seems to be keeping are waiting to be unravelled. She's Resilient to make it this far. But how far will she go? Welcome to the journey of ARABELLA. Highest Ranking- #1 in Resilience #3 in father-daughter #4 in innocent #1 in 7brothers #1 in father-daughter #5 in life changing #1 in family secrets #3 in life changing #2 in life changing #2 in mafia princess #8 in brothers #1 in brothers #6 in olderbrothers #1 in crazy #3 in brothers #3 in abusivecontent #4 in older brothers #1 in abusivecontent #1 in goodgirl #8 in longlostsister #4 in longlostdaughter #2 in goodgirl #3 in longlostdaughter #1 in olderbrothers #9 in longlostsister #4 in longlostsister #1 in olderbrothers #2 in longlostdaughter #2 in brothers #5 in trouble #2 in lostprincess #2 in mafiabrothers #1 in abused #1 in siblings P.s- The photos used are from the internet.

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ARABELLA

Arabella She's just three and doesn't remember anything about the outside world. Her world is confined to the little cell where she lives with her mother. After the mother dies, anything but a kind man saves her and takes her in. She's new to the feelings of being cared for and she's scared about the new family she's about to live with. Read about the Ferrari family and the little princess they saved. Sneak Peak - I smile at her and get up from the bed, still holding her. "Good morning, baby. How did you sleep?" I ask while kissing her forehead. "Good." She says and her face comes up and kisses me on my forehead, her tiny hands holding my face. She's copying me.