Loving You Is Like Suicide
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Last published Tue, Aug 19, 2014
In this upsetting fan fiction, a girl named Alyssa Johnson has a life that is the definition of nightmare. Her mother is in jail, her father is a junkie, she is bullied at school, and she does everything on her own. The only people she has is her best friend, Chianne Mitchell and her baby brother, CJ. She sings and dances and hopes to go somewhere in life with her talent, but it's no use when you are the girl who is afraid to talk to people besides the people she knows. Her life is at a downfall until a handsome gentleman by the name of Daniel Dwayne Simmons comes in her life. Was love the thing she only needed to feel alive again? Or was it her talent that set her free? Read and find out in LOVING YOU IS SUICIDE.
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