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If I Fell~Lams

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Alexander Hamilton- he had a horrible childhood but he didn't let if stop him. He kept pushing through and his now successful. One of the biggest names in the state of New York. Rich, successful, and good looking. He's a catch. 
Occupation: State Official 
Age: 28
Status: single

John Laurens- He deals with an overwhelming guilt of something that wasn't his fault. He ran away from his home after graduating high school. Now, I'm New York. he uses sex, drugs, and alcohol to deal with everything wrong in his life. 
Occupation: Prostitute
Age: 23
Status: single

This book will have themes of depression, suicide, drugs, sex, alcoholism, sexual abuse, and more. If you ever need to reach out, I'm free to message. I may not respond right away because I'm really bad a messaging but I'll listen. I'm not the best at comforting but I will listen to what you need to say. Stay safe beautiful's <3All Rights Reserved

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Last Time | lams by HarmoniaGL

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

in love with a pornstar (modern au fanfic LAMS) by taviola

alexander hamilton was very known for pornography. everyone assumed that he was the one to hoe around. they assumed that he couldn't keep it in his pants. john laurens was just an average teenager that enjoyed watching porn like almost everyone else. what happens when you put these two together because of a meet and greet? keep reading to find out. ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS BOOK WILL INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING: * strong language * smut *homophobia * sexism * angst PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU THINK YOU'LL BE TRIGGERED IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM! this is my first modern au so if it's shitty, i apologize in advance! it's awful in like the first few chapters, i promise that it gets A LOT better :) 4/19-#308 LAMS 8/18: #10 LAMS COMPLETED: 01/18/2021 UNDER EDITING***

I'm Yours(Lams College AU) by simplyhamilton

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

Philophobia [Jamilton] by FlowerLafayette

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

fake smiles~ (a lams story) by EddieIsFuckingBaby

John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles. (oof side story next to one shots rip) maybe smut ;3 lots of gay ness self harm abuse maybe rape (idfk) If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.

Trust [Lams AU] by nnevertrustaduck

Alexander Hamilton has not had an easy life. After his parents died, he bounced from foster home to foster home in Nevis, each one giving up on him and claiming that he was "too difficult to deal with." After being thrown out of his seventh foster home, he gets adopted by an American couple named George and Martha Washington. George and Martha are incredibly kind and willing to do anything for Alex, but Alex finds it difficult to trust them. He worries that they will become angry with him and throw him out the way the rest of his foster parents did. He finds himself growing more and more depressed and angry, and nothing the Washingtons do can make him feel better. Alex finds himself desparate for acceptance, and ends up in a tumultuous friendship with none other than John Laurens, a gay boy rebelling against his homophobic parents. Will the Washingtons give up on Alex, or will Alex finally learn to trust again.

The Pretty List ~ A Lams AU by 98Unicorns

well, here we are. everything is inside 😌 - this story has so much effort into it, like y'all imma cry???? how- if you wouldnt mind really hyping this up then ty, god im so proud???? important: i do not share the same views as all the characters, they are a character and not me, do not have a go at me please. thank you best ranking #3 in lams (thank you guys so much!!!)

You Help Me, I'll Help You /// Mullette by AlexIsFandomTrash

TRIGGER WARNINGS: SELF-HARM, SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, ANXIETY ATTACKS ^•^ Lafayette is broken. Hercules just wants to fix him. One has depression, anxiety and an abusive father. One has insomnia and a fear of storms. This will be fun. A little angst. A little floof. High-school AU. ^•^ Some of the scenes are based off of real life events that the Editor and I have experienced. ^•^ Plot by Alex J. M Drafted by H Written by Alex J. M Edited by H Final edit by H Cover by Alex J. M

Start to Begin (Lams Fanfiction) by freshlinmonade

What if you fell in love with a city? The buildings, the noise, the talent, the transportation. The People. More specifically, one person. Alexander Hamilton is an 18 year old looking for a fresh start, away from the storm that was his past. John Laurens is a 19 year old, searching for a reason to smile. Little did they know that on that Saturday morning, on the 1 Train, they would both meet the person who would give them everything. Modern Day, Lams , College {mentions of abuse, underage drinking, mature topics, homophobic slurs etc.}

Roses Of Mist [Lams//Boyxboy] ✔️ by axstheticbean

John Laurens is a shy 15 year old, in the closet. His only wish of this school year, is to be more confident about himself. Make friends. Maybe even get a boyfriend. Alexander Hamilton, an 18 year old senior, popular, and has a girlfriend named Eliza. Little did anyone know, girls aren't his only preference. (I know that Laurens is the one that's 3 years older, but John sounds cute as a shy kid. I also know this is probably crappy, and ive changed some details, such as Lafayette being three years older than Laurens instead of three years younger, and ive made relations between characters that aren't real. But i love Hamilton and i ship Lams). Cover made by me. Art in the cover photo isn't mine. Credit to the artist. This is all pretty badly written so be warned. There's also a part two but it's on hiatus.

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Last Time | lams

TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!