Amelia Carlisle is 14 and she is perfect to everyone..... but to her...... she has struggled with Self Harm for about 8 years now.... And she has to stop ...... Carter Hoover (who is very popular in my books) Is her next door neighbor. He knows about her cutting he has caught her cutting. Milly has been able to hold up for a long time but when disaster strikes and she looses many people she loved and will she fall and crash or will she find someone to release to???...... ( There will be a second book)