Finger Painting
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  • Reads 1,079
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  • Parts 35
  • Time 3h 26m
Complete, First published Mar 19, 2020
Mature
"I WORE THE SMELL OF BLOOD AND DEATH LIKE PERFUME"

I may have been angry at my mother and brother - but I was angrier at myself.

Angry for the person I knew I was becoming.

Drip.

"One thousand nine hundred eighty-four."

I felt it and I knew I couldn't stop it.

Disclaimer: This book features gore, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, psychological issues, and overall extremely dark themes. If you are sensitive in some way to any of these, please read with caution. 

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Editing by @imblacknblue

*all chapters are edited unless it says "unedited" at the top of the chapter
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