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Relief • (Sixx:A.M)

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Reads 3,733
Votes 257
Parts 38
Time 13h 43m

Mature

Desperate to find relief from the intense highs and lows of his bipolar disorder, and be able to function on tour, James figures out a solution that seems to work wonders.

It's doesn't take long until things begin to spiral out of control, which lead to Nikki and DJ realizing that something is seriously wrong.
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TW:  This is an EATING DISORDER story ... if that triggers you, DON'T READ THIS!! I care about your well being !  
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If you are comfortable reading it, go right ahead!!!  I always say if any one has any questions about eating disorders please ask!  As someone who has been through it myself, i am always willing to educate and raise more awareness! :)

Also your feedback and comments are always appreciated!!!All Rights Reserved

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