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Das ist eine reine Geschichte von mir lain bzw. Cedric, bin 15 Jahre und man kann es nicht als Geschichte bezeichnen sondern als Anthologie Geschichten nämlich sind es alles Gedichte die von meinem Leben handelt und vorwiegend Themen wie selbst verletzendes Verhalten, depressive Phasen/Depressionen und später noch Themen wie Panikattacken oder Leistungsdruck ansprechen. Daher spreche ich eine trigger Warnung aus. Die Geschichten sind sehr direkt und wenn ihr damit nicht klar kommt und starke Emotionen in euch hochkommen würde ich euch nicht empfehlen das zu lesen. Zuerst dachte ich mir das ich diese einfach nur als Spaß schreibe aber dadurch ist ein Hobby entstanden und ich stehe derzeit noch an meinem Anfang. Trotzdem versuche ich mich zu verbessern. Alles basiert auf echten Erfahrungen und ist in Englisch verfasst wie schon der Titel verrät. Für alle die in dieser Phase stecken würde ich empfehlen Hilfe zu suchen und selbst wenn es auch nur per e-mail oder Telefon ist. ich bin selber in Therapie und es ist echt keine Schande sich Hilfe zu suchen. Das sind die Stellen an die ihr euch in Deutschland, Österreich und Schweiz wenden könnt:
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Österreich: 142
Schweiz: 143
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