The Emo Nerd.
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Tyler060501
Ongoing, First published Mar 20, 2020
Mature
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The life of a sixteen-year-old, junior year student, Judy and her friends. Her atrocious past made her a kid dealing with existential angst from a very young age. She lived her whole life in fear, anxiety and pain.

An emotionless nerd to other students.
The quiet and smart one to the teachers. 
But what is she actually?

From the book:
"...Life's main function is to get messed up otherwise it's all fiction," Iris smiled warmly at me. "There's no point in being surrounded by soothing lies. It'll be difficult at times as it's been for everyone..."
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Letters through the dark night

11 parts Complete

"Books and words are all I have left..." This world is filled with horror, fear, anger, hatred, wonder, awe, happiness, appreciation... Outside, the faces we put up, the paint we lay, thick and bright - all those cover those mud filled hole that we all hide. Sometimes, we all need a break. But how can you show it if you're afraid? If you don't want to hurt others? If you just don't want to make the world worst? This is just a story - letters - from one to herself during the darkest times, trying to bring out a glimmer of hope. During high school and the expectations of reality and the way the world works now.

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