Mending My Nightmares
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  • Reads 245
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 2h 14m
Ongoing, First published Mar 20, 2020
Mature
First before I begin I'd like to say I do not own any of the songs in this story!!! HOWEVER THE COVER PICTURE IS MINE I CREATED IT. THE PICTURES IN IT ARE BOTH MINE PLEASE DO NOT TAKE CREDIT FOR WHAT ISN'T YOURS THANK YOU!!! :)
"I succumb to the cries that have been using their razor sharp talons to crawl from my soul out of my mouth." 
"I love you infinity and beyond times infinity and beyond to the infinite power." 
This story is about a girl named Lizzie, it is about the trials and tribulations of her life. 

Quick PSA There is going to be self harm, depression, alcohol and drug abuse,  sexual, physical, and mental abuse in this story. However I will warn you ahead of time!!! 
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