BETWEEN LOVE and PAIN
- Reads 5
- Votes 0
- Parts 1
Ongoing
Last published Mon, Aug 18, 2014
I like him,
no scratch that.
I LOVE HIM,
I let myself drown into those deep black eyes, sweet lips that promise's forever,
his sweet words.
I gave everything to him,
Wala eh, sobra ko talaga siyang minahal. To the point, na wala ng natira sa'kin.
Then one day, i woke up from my deep sleep.
Akala ko panghabangbuhay na.
Pero hindi pala, ang sakit.
But i have to move on from that foolishness. Not only for my heart....
But also for,
THEM..
My Note:
corny ba? comment ka naman.
sorry, im just an amateur writer kasi. baka nga hindi ko to ipagpatuloy. kasi natatakot ako sa mga negative comments. first story ko po to. i hope you'll gonna like it. and comment kung dapat ko pa bang ipagpatuloy.
thanks!
-ma.fe_28
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
She Who Was A He (Hacienda Series #1)
Bawat kirot ay may katumbas na paghihiganti. Yes, every pain demands a payback. That's the first thing I learned when I loved him. Not consciously, not right away-but slowly, in pieces. He taught me how to love. His love was wildfire-reckless, consuming, beautiful in the way it ruined everything. I thought I was lucky to have it. I thought he saw something in me. Maybe he did. Maybe he saw the parts that were already breaking. He taught me how to bend the rules, how to silence the voice in my head that said "this isn't right." With him, right and wrong blurred until they didn't matter. Until all that mattered was staying close enough not to lose him, but distant enough not to drown. And then came pain. He taught me pain in a thousand unspoken ways. In words that stung more than silence. In apologies that came too late. In touches that lingered with regret. And pain... And pain. Again and again No fairy tale. No forever. It was never about soulmates. It was just... a story. A complicated, messy, painful story. But still, I gambled. I bet my heart on something that didn't deserve it. And in the end, that so-called love? It destroyed me. It didn't just break me-it broke everything I cared about. Everyone I loved. It burned through every soft thing I had left inside me. Because that love... Was disastrous. Behind the illusion of love hid everything I was afraid of: pain, betrayal, lies, manipulation. A heartbreak wrapped in promises. A knife dressed like a kiss. But here's what no one tells you: after heartbreak comes something sharper. Stronger. Revenge. And revenge-it's not sweet. It's not cold. It's best served hot. The kind of heat that doesn't ask for closure. It takes it. I, who was a he, now turned into a she. I will serve pain out of pain. Not to mirror the cruelty, but to remind the world: You don't get to hurt someone like me and walk away unburned.Complete
Faded Memories (Completed)
He is my first love. High school pa lang kami, I am already truly, madly, and deeply in Love with him up to the point that I already surrendered everything to him. He even made me his fúck buddy when we were in college. We had a no-strings-attached relationship. Pero wala akong pakialam kahit wala nang matira sa akin. Kahit walang kasiguraduhan kung matututunan ba niya akong mahalin, handa pa rin akong gawin ang lahat para lang mapasaya siya. I'm willing to become his slave and his whóre. I can be a slút for him if he wants me to basta wag lang siyang mawala sa akin. Tanga na kung tanga but dàmn this heart, siya pa rin ang gusto ng puso ko kahit inaayawan na niya ako. Mag-asawa kami pero kung itrato niya ako ay parang isang bayarang babae lang. I tried my very best para ma-in love lang siya sa akin pero lahat ng ginawa ko ay napunta lang sa wala dahil hindi niya kayang suklian ang pagmamahal ko. Pero di ako sumuko dahil umaasa pa rin ako na isang araw ay mamahalin niya rin ako. Until that day has finally come. Naaksidente ako. I lost some of my memories and I couldn't remember him being my husband. But then he realized how he truly loves me when I have already forgotten everything about my feelings for him. Can he really make me fall for him again even if my memories already faded away? WARNING: Contains graphic séx. Read at your own risk. Thank you for reading! ( ˘ ³˘) ♡Complete![LUCKILY INLOVE WITH YOU [ONE SHOT]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/6427891-256-k185666.jpg)
LUCKILY INLOVE WITH YOU [ONE SHOT]
i dedicate this story to: gangstaboy, crislyn Pardillo and bless Salaritan Oh ayan ..nadidecate ko na kayo wag na magalit hahah This story is a work of fiction ang product by the writers imagination And this story is just a practise Made by: Gina Von L. Salgarino written by: gwapitangimpacta234 Published last June 23,2013 If you like this short story just vote then leave a comment... hope you appriciate it a lot guyyzz and also hope you like it too... At first I just want to say to you that I'm not a profesional writer okay?...I just an ordinary student who loves writing..and I write this story for have some fun...thats all I know that all my stories are not good enough to be one of the best compare to the other stories you love pero I hope you appriciate it alot and to supoort my practises stories...Oo lahat ng mga stories na ginawa ko ay practis lang po talaga lahat ng to...kung sasabihin nyo sa akin kung kailan ako magiging matino na gumawa ng story ..ang masasabi ko lang I dont know pag marunong na talaga ako maging writer at tsaka na kung may story akong one of the best pero sa ngayun wala pa eh pangalawa pa kasi itong na publish ko sa wattpad.... Then to say to you the truth but nothing but the truth is I dont want silent readers kasi...kasi lugi ako pag ganoon...hehhe joke lang..pero seriosly guyz I hope you will vote then leave a comment.... Enjoy reading!!!!Complete
His Obsessive tactics: Not Anymore (COMPLETED✓)
FOR CLARITY: THIS HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HYPNOSIS, THAT IS WHY OUR LEAD CHARACTER HAS BEEN EXPERIENCING BEING CONTROLLED AND MANIPULATED. "G-greg, listen to me. You can still fix this, you can still be healed." I said while I touched his face, I was caressing his right cheek with my thumb. But, to my surprise, he went down from the bed and turned his back away from me and asked "Do you love me?" He said with a monotone voice, the quick transition scared me, from being hopeful to being dominant. I was shocked from his question, tila napipi ako at hindi alam kung ano ang isasagot sa katanungang iyon. "I said, Do.You.Love.Me" he said it again for the second time, though he was facing at the window, you can tell that he's furious because hes gritting his teeth. "Ha! Got it! You dont love me!!! You are giving me hope, for you to escape me right?! I wont fall for that my beloved Veronica. Im not fucked in the head, I know your weakness, I know your softest spot and I know how I can lure you. You will stay here with me, forever. No one's gonna meddle our love story. Even God, I say you start learning to love me back, coz theres no way Im letting you slip, ever again." He stood up at hinawakan niya ng marahas yung panga ko gamit ang kanyang kaliwang kamay, napakasakit, parang dinudurog ang aking buto, I held his hand na naka hawak sa aking panga and I was trying to pull it out, my tears were non-stop. "Your body, your mind and soul are mine. I own you and no one else." He pinched my earlobe and sucked my neck, he then let go. Suddenly, warmth and pleasure enveloped my body, I wanted to be touched, I wanted to release this warmth away from my body, these are my demons. He knew my vulnerable spot. ----------------------------------------------- WARNING: Read at your own risk, this story contains, explicit scenes and vulgar words that are not suitable for young audiences. A/N: This is my first story, and I'd hope you will all like it.Complete
Bisexuals Academy ( Bisexual Students Allowed)
DICLAIMER: All the characters in this story have no existence whatsoever outside the imagination of the author. They are not even distantly inspired by any individual known and unknown to the author, and all the incidents are merely invention. REMEMBER: 1. Masungit si Author😬😬😬 2. Mag-update lamang po ako kung may free time. 3. Like/comment before update. (charossss! joke lang. Kahit silent reader ka, I appriciated you, Guys!) /Ito po ay ang pangalawang storya na aking ihahandong sa inyo. Kahit na po ito ay pangalawa na, hindi ko po pa rin maiiwasan ang words error ng story. Nawa'y sa pagkakataong iyan ay ikorek niyo na lang po ako. (salamat) Sa mga kamalihan ko o sa mga sentence na hindi ko naibibigay kong sino na po ang nagsasalita noon o may POV, nawa'y patawarin niyo ako. Ang intensyon ko lamang po ay i-inspired kayo sa mga istoryang aking ginagawa at para turuhan kayo na ikorek ang pagkakamali. Is I'm right? woss! Oh heto na, dami ng dada ng Author niyo . ツB L A C K P E I NComplete
Scares and Tricks
"Nagsimula naman tayo sa 'kunwari' diba? Eh di magkunwari nalang tayong walang nangyari. Lahat na sila ay nag move on na, napag-iiwanan na tayo, dun sa totoong mundo. Please, let's wake up. Paalam." tinalikuran ko siya ngunit hinigit niya nya ang braso ko. He looked at me intently with his sparkling eyes, those eyes where I have been lost a long time and I think I'll forever be. Suminghap siya. "Akala ko kunwari lang pero ilang salita pa ba ang kailangang bumutas sa puso ko bago ko malamang ang sakit sakit na? Ilang beses ko pa ba maririnig ang salitang 'paalam' bago ko matutunang pakawalan ka? Tama ka, let's wake up. ayokong gumising pero kailangan, dahil doon sa tunay na mundo, kahit nakakabaliw ang sakit, at least totoo ito." tinusok-tusok niya ang puso niya. God I'm melting by his words, he's just too precious to let go but as all of this started with a deal, I'll end this with a deal. It has already been written and it was not a happy ending. I gasped the final air of bravery and stupidity. I turned to him about to make the biggest blow on our worlds. "Sorry. Let's put this craziness to an end." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (c) blakpirl Please do not distribute or copy. All rights reserved 2014 Started: February 9, 2014Complete
How to love again /COMPLETED BOOK 1
Pano ngaba??pano ngaba magmahal ulit??? Msarap magmahal at msrap sa fillings ung maynag ke care sayo,,nagmhal nko dati ansrap sa pkramdam mkita ko plang sya msya nako,,i love the way he care's me everytime he hug me,,pero dikupasya nrinig n magslita ng i love u,,but its ok bka nmn kc naiilang lng sya dhil llake sya dba ang llake nhhiya na cvhin felling nla,bsta ang alam kulang msaya ako kpag ksma kusya, Pero bkit gnun!!??bngay k nmn lhat khit nga mga kaibigan konaiiwanan kna sa ere pra lng sknya,!!un pla dilang ako!!shit sobrang sakit ng gnwa nya,!!minahal kusya ng buo,tinanggap ko lhat ng mistake's nya,!!bkit nya parin ako niloko,sinusumpa ko yang pagmamahal nayan!!!from now on i hate love ,tama nayung minsan.nko nasaktan!!masarap magmahal pero.sobrang sakit din pagnsaktan!! Autor;pero pano kpag may dumating sa buhay mo na gusto kang mahalin??ttnggapin mba??pano kung siryoso sya na gusto kanya?? PSSSST autor pls!!damm i said ayoko na ng love dahil sakit lng s puso mga lalakeng yan!!!Complete
The Unchosen Wife (Mature Content/Rated18) Levi Ackerman Fanfic
As I began to disrobe, undressing myself in front of him, his attention was solely focused on me. A smirk formed on his lips as he took a sip of his Tequila. His eyes roamed freely over. I hope he finally realizes my worth and values the love I have for him. I am determined to fulfill his desires and ensure his satisfaction as his devoted wife. Despite lacking experience in such matters, I am willing to go to great lengths to establish a deep connection with him. I yearn for the opportunity to prove myself and fervently hope he gives me the chance I deserve. As I look at him, I can sense his disdain overwhelming him. His scrunching eyes and tight-lipped mouth reveal his feelings of disgust. Even his body seems to tense up, as if recoiling from something truly repulsive. I can almost imagine the waves of revulsion radiating from him, as though daring anyone to come near. It's a look that sends a shiver down my spine, making me wonder what could have possibly earned such a reaction from him. As I moved quickly toward him, my heart pounded in my chest, not just in a blink of an eye, he also grabbed my neck and throw me to the ground. Sa takot ko, di ako umimik ng ilang segundo. I am choking, can't even barely take a breathe and move. I wanna cry but walang lumalabas na luha sa mga mata ko. Probably because my tears seem to have dried up from constant crying. It's frustrating to want to release the emotions through tears, but they just won't come. "You wish, bitch. You're not even appetizing. You're a boring filthy whore." It was in that moment that I became aware of the utter embarrassment of my situation. He let go of my neck and walked away. I coughed, running out of breathe. I slowly get my clothes and cover my body. I failed. Humagolgol na lang ako sa pag-iyak. Highest ranks: Top 1 - Loneliness Category Top 1 - Anime CategoryComplete
THE SEX GODDESS
Pwede ba kahit ngayon lang makinig ka saakin." Mahinahon ngunit madiin nyang sabi. "One minute." He took a deep breath. "Nung mga panahon na mag kasama tayo, masaya ako masaya ako kasi nakasama ko ang babaeng gusto kong maging akin.. Kaya nga nung sinabi mong buntis ka, at kailangan kitang panagutan, dina ko nag dalawang isip dahil baka mawala kapa saakin, oo alam kong marahas ang paraan ko para makita mong importante ka saakin. Di ko lang alam kung paano ko ipaparamdam sayo kasi natatakot ako na baka isang araw iwan mo ko. Oo ginamit kita paa masaktan ang papa mo, pero lahat nf iyon puro mali, napatawad na ng Papa ang papa mo, sana tayo naman ang magpakatawaran "Im just sad, because I really like you; more than I've liked anyone in a long time, and one day I got slapped in my face with a reality that I will never be call you mine, and it kills me."Complete
Sun and Sky (On Going)
"Don't expect me to love you. I never wanted this marriage in the first place!", he coldly said that made my heart bleed in pain. I blink my eyes to prevent my tears from falling. Ginusto ko 'to. I should be braved enough to face the consequences of marrying him. Every time, he throws hurtful words to me...I just kept silent. I still did my best to show my love for him. Sinubukan ko pa rin na makuha ang loob nito sa panahong magkasama kami because I was thinking that he could still learn to love me back kahit na ilang beses pa nitong ipamukha sa akin na hinding-hindi nya ako mamahalin. Nagtiis ako sa kabila ng panlalamig nito sa akin. Partly, kasalanan ko rin naman kung bakit ko 'to nararanasan sa piling nya. Just because.... I forced him to marry me! And that was the biggest mistake I ever did in my whole life! I only suffer because of that... At ngayon na natauhan na 'ko sa kagag*han ko noon. Gusto ko nang makipaghiwalay! Inalis ko ang wedding ring sa aking daliri kasabay ng paglandas ng luha sa aking pisngi. "I don't want to be his Mrs. Cullen anymore", I whispered while crying. Yvar Sven Cullen And Ziah Franchesca Rivalee Story! A/N: *Contain mature themes and strong languages. *Expect spelling mistakes and grammatical errors in some part of the story. *Story is a product of author's imaginations, any resemblance is purely coincidence. CTTO of photo cover used... Thank You! *SilentPage18
Bawat kirot ay may katumbas na paghihiganti. Yes, every pain demands a payback. That's the first thing I learned when I loved him. Not consciously, not right away-but slowly, in pieces. He taught me how to love. His love was wildfire-reckless, consuming, beautiful in the way it ruined everything. I thought I was lucky to have it. I thought he saw something in me. Maybe he did. Maybe he saw the parts that were already breaking. He taught me how to bend the rules, how to silence the voice in my head that said "this isn't right." With him, right and wrong blurred until they didn't matter. Until all that mattered was staying close enough not to lose him, but distant enough not to drown. And then came pain. He taught me pain in a thousand unspoken ways. In words that stung more than silence. In apologies that came too late. In touches that lingered with regret. And pain... And pain. Again and again No fairy tale. No forever. It was never about soulmates. It was just... a story. A complicated, messy, painful story. But still, I gambled. I bet my heart on something that didn't deserve it. And in the end, that so-called love? It destroyed me. It didn't just break me-it broke everything I cared about. Everyone I loved. It burned through every soft thing I had left inside me. Because that love... Was disastrous. Behind the illusion of love hid everything I was afraid of: pain, betrayal, lies, manipulation. A heartbreak wrapped in promises. A knife dressed like a kiss. But here's what no one tells you: after heartbreak comes something sharper. Stronger. Revenge. And revenge-it's not sweet. It's not cold. It's best served hot. The kind of heat that doesn't ask for closure. It takes it. I, who was a he, now turned into a she. I will serve pain out of pain. Not to mirror the cruelty, but to remind the world: You don't get to hurt someone like me and walk away unburned.
More detailsContent Guidelines