My Unwanted Life
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Last published Fri, Jun 25, 2021
'I miss you, little sis, I wish you were still here with the family. Why did it have to be you? Why couldn't it have been me? Will I ever see you? You still had your whole life ahead of you. While me on the other hand, I was just useless. I am worthless, unwanted, a waste of space, coward, dumb, annoying, ugly, and am so much more. I have no use in this world, but you did.' My sobs filled the entire room; it has been a while since I let my tears down. I don't want this life, but I don't know what to do to escape since suicide isn't the option or the right path. I feel so unwanted all of the time.
Will there be a way for her to find an escape? Will she ever be happy? Will she ever feel like she belongs in this world? Will she find a way to climb out of that pit of her depression, that black abyss?
A/N:
-THIS IS A FICTIONAL STORY, IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ANY OF THE THINGS IN THIS STORY, PLEASE REPORT IT. IT IS NOT NORMAL FOR ANYONE TO GO THROUGH ANY OF THE THINGS THE CHARACTER WILL GO THROUGH
-THIS STORY CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND ABUSE WITH SOME AMOUNT OF GORE AS WELL AS STRONGLY MATURE LANGUAGE
-THERE WILL NOT BE ANY SEXUAL CONTENT IN THIS NOVEL
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