The Miracle Doctor (reader x Meredith Grey)

You are amazing doctor having no one die in your hands as a doctor. You save people even when the odds are against you. You are the richest and smartest doctor. You went to Harvard university. You hate talking to people and don't sit or eat at lunch with the rest of the doctors. You have depression and very serious. Nobody dares talk to you. You are chief and are ahead of every one besides Bailey. You only talk to her and eat in her office most days. You have never smiled since 10. You were abused as a child. You are a prodigy. You have been at Grey's Sloan for 5 years. You like Meredith Grey but are to scared to talk to her. Bailey thinks it is a good idea to talk to her but you fail to do so. You feel sad most days Bailey knowsit is getting worse as time goes on. What will you do?