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"Don't do that." I mumble. 
"Why not?" His husky voice cracks as he speaks softly into my ear. 

Blood rushes to various places in my body. 

"You're making me horny." I answer truthfully. 

He chuckles. 

"What a crime." He speaks quietly. I feel the tingles all over again. Meanwhile he continues to tease my body. 

I try to keep my breath even. I try to control myself. I basically have to go against every part of who I am to not jump him right now. Why? Why is it only with him that I get so panicky when we try to do anything sexual? 

• × × × •

Oliver Sky is a beautiful yet ruthless heart breaker.
Aron Santiago is his mysterious, handsome rival.

Both of their lives change when they first meet. Suddenly the two hottest guys of the school are madly in love. The closer they get, the more past wounds start to open and what they reveal is a sad and dark history.

Oliver and Aron set out to battle their past for a better future but along the way they get tangled up in lies, disloyalty and heartbreak. Is their relationship strong enough to survive?

Trigger warning: This book contains topics regarding trauma, abuse and more.All Rights Reserved

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Angels | Ghosts Of The Past 2 [BoyxBoy] ✓ by Pinkrainbowcorn

"Why are you acting so weird?" "Well, you're kind of naked." I say matter-of-factly. "Nothing you haven't seen before." Sky says casually. I feel a blush rise to my cheeks. He does remember. Sky never talks about that time. "You remember." I mumble. "Chase, I can't hear you from all the way over there.." I walk into the bathroom feeling awkward and like I'm intruding on his privacy or something. But Sky just keeps on showering like nothing's going on. × × × Chase and Sky had sex. It happened two years ago on a whim. Sky (who's also the father of Chase's niece) seems to have forgotten all about it. Chase definitely hasn't. Anxious loner Chase Chambers was never popular in high school. In his third year, this suddenly changes. As the girls begin to notice him, he begins to notice an emptiness inside. Desperate for real connection Chase seeks it in the darkest of places. Oliver Sky, Chase's longtime crush and sister's baby daddy goes through his own struggles as he reconnects with a ghost of the past. Chase and Sky help each other through difficult times and grow unbelievably close. ...Maybe even too close. Love, trauma and a complicated family. The story of Ghosts of the Past continues. =TRIGGER WARNING: Depression (and everything surrounding it), abuse and more=

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"You don't like it rough?" he asks me. Oh, okay, I smirk back at him, two can play this game. "I like it... but only during sex, " I say to him watching as his smirk drops and eyes widen just for a split second. "What? Didn't expect that?" I ask putting on extra sweetness to my tone. I move closer to him, going on my tiptoes so my lips are just barely grazing his ear. "But usually I like to be the one doing the pulling, " I whisper to him and brush my fingers through the hair at the back of his head and yank, hard. He hisses and I let go laughing. ------------- Axel is a 21 years old creative arts student that struggles with love. Love is a foreign word to him. He never felt it before neither received it. With a rough childhood that still haunts him to present times and a girl that enters his life unexpectedly, things are only getting more complicated for him in relation to love. Mia is a 19 soon to be 20 years old film studies student that finds it difficult to let go of people. Being a massive overthinker, stubborn, and always not wanting to hurt anybody she finds herself engulfed in flames time and time again. Will she finally learn to let go and move on? Only time would tell. #1 in romance {23/01/2021} #47 in romance {2/10/2020}

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