The older I get...
- LECTURAS 9
- Votos 2
- Partes 1
5. Oktober 2019
Liebes Tagebuch, ich werde ständig gefragt ob sich 15 sein anders anfühlt, das Einzige was sich jedoch anders anfühlt sind meine Gedanken. Je älter ich werde, desto mehr zweifle ich daran was ich werden will. Ich habe immer noch diese typischen Kindheitsträume... Wahre Liebe, Ruhm und diesen Alles-Ist-Möglich-stuff... Ich weiß dass es nicht so ist aber hey... wass wäre ich ohne diese Träume?
Nach Jahren nachdem ich zum ersten Mal gehört habe, dass ich mein Leben in Form einer Wattpad Story veröffentlichen soll, bin ich nun hier. Alles was ihr hier lesen werdet, ist auf wahre Begebenheit basiert. Tagebuch Einträge, Songtexte, Liebesbriefe. Alles in der richtigen Reihenfolge.
Was mein Leben so beinhaltet?
Drama, Liebe, sowohl echte als auch falsche Freunde, Umzug in ein anderes Land, Veränderungen, Karma, einen schlechten Ruf, einen großen Traum. Willkommen in meinem Leben.
Je älter ich werde ...
I swear i don't like the drama
She is just following me
She's got a plan against me
Cause karma made a mistake
Calling me the enemy
Every thing I did, is because it was already done to me
I am sorry for what I did but I'm not sorry for being me
- (selbst geschriebener Song. Dezember 2019)
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