A hundred silent ways

"I am left in ruins- in the remnants of what I have done and what has been done to me. I may be the one you will need but I will never be the one you will want." ~ Pain doesn't hold the same meaning for everyone. To some, it's the ultimate cause of destruction and to some, it's the cause of dying and coming back alive with a new meaning and purpose of life. They had been inflicted with the same kind of pain from nowhere but inside of their own family- the kind that would shake the world if it were to be spoken of. Her pain paved a way to her new destination with scars still scattered in her being but for him, that was the end. He boxed his warmth and goodness up in a casket and buried somewhere in the country where he would never return. He fell on to the ground only to rise back up to be one of the best industrialists of Pakistan, hiding behind sarcasm and alcohol. An orphan and a businessman, both finding their way to healing and love. Meet Fizah and Zahid.

𝓐 𝓖𝓲𝓻𝓵 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓱 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷 . 𝓢𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓮𝓯𝓽 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭 . 𝓝𝓸 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓻 . 𝓗𝓮 𝓭𝓲𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓵𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓫𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱 𝓲𝓷 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓶𝓼 . 𝓗𝓮𝓻 𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓰𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓯 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓪𝓷 𝓮𝓷𝓭. 𝓢𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓭𝓲𝓮𝓭 ! 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷. 𝓗𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭. 𝓗𝓮 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷. 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝔀𝓸 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓱 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 . 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓰𝓸𝓭 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓭 ? 𝓣𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓒𝓔𝓞 𝔁 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓐𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓻 𝔁 𝓗𝓸𝓸𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓑𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓷 𝔁 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓻 𝓕𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓞𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓹𝓾𝓫𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓭 ~ 14𝓳𝓾𝓵 2025

➳ Wattpad Picks ~ ❝Angels don't lie, but you do. If I'm a devil, what are you?❞ When Burq loses his memory in an accident and doesn't remember his own wife anymore, Leyla finds it a chance to escape her beastly husband and pretends to be his friend instead. But how long can she play tricks to tame the beast? Or will she actually turn his heart into gold? ➳ Started: July 2, 2020. Completed: November 22, 2020. ➳ Featured on Wattpad Explorer, Romance, Adult Fiction, Spiritual, General Fiction, ESL and Undiscovered profiles. Highest ranking #1 - Pakistan

[not a student-teacher romance] [wattpad featured story] For Rabail her entire world revolves around the ideals, traditions, and honor of her family, but fate brings her face to face with one person who clashes with each and everything that is important to her. Suddenly her honored family is not so perfect and slanderous secrets are threatening to come out, and her heart is at risk of falling in love with the man who shattered her ideal world. While life has brought at crossroads of either hurting her family or the man who became so dear to her. Khan's world is limited to his books and his words. His doors are closed to the world and he is content living in his own darkness until Rabail literally forces herself in his life. Once he has gotten a taste of the light that she carries, suddenly his comfortable darkness becomes too suffocating, leaving him with cravings of light. Now, his heart is daring him to live and love, but what about all the times he swore to never trust another soul? ///// Mature [for self-harm]

[Highest ranking: #1 in Spiritual on 15/8/18] ••• • In which a girl saved a boy's life in the most unexpected of circumstances • She drank water. He drank alcohol. She had a family who'd take a bullet for her. He had a family who'd throw him under the bus. She dreamt of her future. He dreamt of his death. Both are Muslims but only one is closer to their Lord. ••• *NOT CLICHÉ* This story in no way depicts the true Muslim culture. It's about the modern Muslims nowadays who steer away from the right path. This book contains some strong language, graphic content and violence so I advise you to read it with care. WARNING: too much cuteness you'll die squealing. ©Copyright 2018. sanasays. Any sort of plagiarism of my story will be reported immediately, and that includes my aesthetics and banners as well.

تم سے رنجش بھی ہے اختلاف بھی اور کچھ ع ش ق بھی ᴍᴀɴʏ ʟɪᴠᴇs ᴇɴᴛᴀɢʟᴇᴅ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ; ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ ʙᴏɴᴅs, ᴀᴅᴠᴇɴᴛᴜʀᴇs, ғᴜɴ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋs. ᴡʜᴏ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴡɪɴ? ʜᴜʀᴛ? ᴛʀᴜsᴛ? ʟᴏᴠᴇ? ꧁ʙᴏᴏᴋ ɪs ɪɴ ᴇɴɢʟɪsʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴ ᴜʀᴅᴜ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ (ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ɪɴ ᴛɪᴛʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴀʟᴏɢᴜᴇs). sᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʙᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀғᴜʟ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ꧂ ══════•❁❀❁•══════ RATINGS ☆ #1 morals | 09/16/2021| © copyrights belong to Nawaal.

"I'm not your personal doctor. And why the hell you want me to bandage your forhead when you have long list of girls to do it for you." I said glaring at him who was surely unfazed at my words as a smirk formed on his face at my words. "My My someone's jealous. Aren't you Ms. Dua?" He said clearly enjoying my anger and I wanted nothing but smack his head right at the moment. "I'm not jealous. And get the hell away from me" I replied sternly. He moved towards me and caging me in his arms not giving me a moment to move back. "Last time I checked you're my wife and also a doctor that make you my personal doctor. And about getting away from you I'm never going to do that." He replied. His voice so deadly scaring me to life but I wasn't the one to back out. "I'm not your wife" I said clenching my teeth at him. "You sure tend to forget things easily. But don't you worry Mrs. Dua Hashir Wali khan. I'm here to remind you everything. Just like you left me there hanging and crying for you. I'll do the same to you but It'll be more painful I promise." He said suddenly while I stood frozen to ground. What mess I've been involved myself into. My life sure is doomed. .......................... If you're here to read a typical story of bad boy and good girl, its not your story. My story revolves around family, loyalty and true love. Sometimes love is not enough for a relationship to last we need to make compromises for our loved ones. It's a story of a compromise that someone made to satisfy their family but is it enough to survive whole life. Read my story to find out what happened between the lovely couple of Dua and Hashir which make them hate eachother. Will this hate last long or love will overcome all the hurdles?

A sequel to Mujhe Pyaar Hua Tha. 🎶"Raat hamari toh chand ki saheli hai. Kitne dinon ke baad aayi woh akeli hai. Sanjha ki baati bhi koi bujha de aaj, andhere se jee bhar ke karni hai baatein aaj. Andhera rootha hai, andhera baitha hai, ghumsum sa kone mein baitha hai. (Our night is a friend of the moon. She has come alone after so many days. Someone extinguish the lamps of the evening, today I want to talk to the darkness to my heart's content. The darkness is upset, the darkness is sitting, sad and alone in the corner.)"🎶 *Note: While the characters in this story are Muslim and there is no mature content, the characters are not particularly intended to be examples for upholding religious values.

Ashes. Emptiness. Broken. Betrayed. Alone. This is what Laila felt when she lost everything with only one thought on her mind. How will she survive this world? A girl who loved to imagine, dream, hope that everything is fine if you have your loved ones by your side, you can get through anything but what you will do when you lose that shield of yours. What Laila will do when her life will be turned into ashes in just mere seconds? Will her destiny be able to mend those broken pieces? **** #1 in Pakistan (16 June 2021) #1 in Emptiness (04 July 2021) #1 in Lahore (17 October 2021)

Most impressive ranking till date, #1 in spiritual out of 26.7k stories Date: 7/01/2021 ---- A muslim love story- "𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒉𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒓𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇" ---- (This book is unedited) They grew up together fighting, laughing, playing... But what happens when one starts to develop feelings for the other? They can't live without each other, but can't have each other either. The love they are denying, picturing it as an habit... But for how long? He is willing to do everything to get her.... She is willing to do everything to be away from him, knowing that, it will pain her more than anything.... ---- Join the journey of Ayaah Qureshi and Ayan Siddique , and be a witness of their stupid, idiotic but at the same time blooming love story... ©All rights reserved ........ Cover by me ........ #1 in Muslim out of 8.89k stories on 13/03/2021 #1 in Cousin out of 3.16k stories on 30/4/2021 #4 in spiritual... Out of 26.7k stories On 05/01/2021 #2 in hijab out of 2.42k stories on 27/11/2020 #25 in Muslim out of 8.64k on 18/8/2020 Ranked#5 in cousins. #26 in feelings out of 65.8k stories on 27/03/2021 #1 in childhood love on 20/12/2020 Started:18/7/2020 Completed: 08/01/2021