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Dying on the inside || Lashton

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Reads 6,563
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Parts 16
Time 1h 5m

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Ashton Irwin, the drummer for 5sos, needs help. He's been dying inside for too long, but nobody knows. He doesn't know where to turn. Falling back into old habits, he self harms. 

Luke is the first to notice Ashton's need for help. He comforts him, and helps him. But Luke doesn't realize Ashton falls for him, and they become closer then needed. 

Once Luke thinks Ashton is okay, he goes back to being himself, leaving Ashton devastated yet again. What happens when Ashton has had enough?All Rights Reserved

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