loud silence

loud silence

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Last published Mon, Feb 15, 2021

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Silence is loud. Silence weighs on my chest like a bag of bricks. Silence follows me wherever I go. It's a part of me.

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Miles is nervous and quiet. He graduated early to escape the bullying and chaos of high school, but adulthood hasn't offered the escape he had hoped for. Isolated and adrift, he struggles with panic attacks, loneliness, and memories that refuse to stay buried. His world shifts when he meets Atticus. Confident, kind, and impossible to ignore. Miles quickly begins to crave the connection he never thought he deserved. As their relationship deepens, so does Miles's hope that maybe someone could love him enough to help him heal, but the past has a way of catching up. Because love, as beautiful as it is, doesn't always drown out the noise, and silence can be louder than anyone realizes. Set against a backdrop of late-night parties, quiet heartbreaks, and moments of painful honesty, Loud Silence is a slow-burning, coming-of-age story about identity, survival, and the terrifying hope of letting someone in. This is the first long-form story I've ever written. I would love feedback as long as it's respectful. This story has been swirling around my head for years, and I'm excited to finally fight against my own anxiety and put it out into the world. ⚠️ Trigger & Content Warning ⚠️ Loud Silence contains boy x boy romance and deals with heavy mental health themes, including depression, anxiety, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse (emotional, physical, and sexual), sexual identity struggles, and death. I do everything I can to portray these themes honestly and respectfully. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Best rankings: #1 in gaypride #1 in boyxboyromance #1 in mental health #6 in gay #12 in gaylovers #17 in boyxboyromance #30 in gaypride #26 in anxietyattacks #76 in homosexual
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I will found out what's there in the rear of your silence, ඒ නිසා තමුසෙ හැමෝම ඉස්සරහා දාන වෙස් මූණ මට දාගෙන එන්න එපා !! කෙනෙක් තනි වුනාම දැනෙන හැඟීම ගැන දන්නේ ඒ කෙනාම විතරයි අයියේ, once you're trapped in it, you can't reach the door to come out.
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විමන් සිතුමන් ongoing _ yizhan
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THE VOICE OF SILENCE. Sometimes silence describes a situation far better than words ever will, Sometimes a strange set of words describe paints it years later; The limits are set and broken by the words , The reticence ,muteness and reserve let out in words. Just some guidelines to the thoughts, To go through the path I once traveled and more, ~ Have a nice read~ Highest rank achieved so far - #23 inPoetry on 12/03/2016 #32 in Poetry on 27/02/2016

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