My MPD
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Have you ever thought about what it would be like to have voices in your head or see people who aren't even real? How do you think you would feel if you couldn't control the voices? What if thoughts voices turned into real people and told you that they have been real for years you just never knew it? Well let me tell you, these aren't just questions for me any more they are chests that need keys. I am still looking for some of the keys but I think I've found most of them... I just need one more and this is the story of how I found all my own questions and answers. This is my story of adapting and accepting that I have never been normal and never will be...
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