She's Suicidal
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Last published Thu, Oct 26, 2023
" why are you always smiling if you're not always so happy then ? " he finally asked , letting out a heavy sigh.
" why are we always breathing when we're so dead "
That's all that i could say before i turned to walk in the other direction. He could interpret that however he wished to , i could careless really. I just want him off my back.
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Odessy is one of the most mysterious people you are yet to know. Some people are known to live double lives but as for this seventeen year old? She lives one crazy rollercoaster of a life. She attracts the wrong crowd but she doesn't mind because even with so much bad energy around her , she lives for feeling but will she be able to handle everything that's coming her way or will her burdens and hunger for feeling be the death of her?
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