It Was Never Us ✔

One feels the hardest pain when one loves the deepest.
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Meet Daisy who is bold, strong and happy and also who is hopelessly in love with her kindergarten friend, Smith.
When they broke up, Smith moved on with other girl, Rebecca but Daisy drowns in the grief of his betrayal. She kept scribbling on her old leather journal with her tears and ink hoping one day when he will read them he will realize how deeply she had loved her.
Will Smith fall again for Daisy when he will read those letters? Will they be together again?

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And my eyes met yours.

Stupid heart.

This stupid heart began to race at thousand speed bringing the same tingles like I used to have them before. But you looked away immediately gazing towards her. You walked to her and crashed your lips over hers. And this time I looked away pretending I didn't see anything.

It hurts.

It hurts so bad, Smith.

I could feel everyone's eyes on me to see the reaction on may face. I know its visible clearly though how much I tried it to hide. I silently close the door of my locker and walked away.

I wondered how fast time flies.

I wondered how fast people can move on.

I wondered how one can act like as if nothing happened.

So many things happened between us, Smith.

Seeing you happy with her makes me feel sick to my stomach and the bitter pain I get there is the worst feeling I ever had in my life. I loved you so much, Smith but it hurts to see her giving you the same happiness which I had always dreamed of.

People still keep talking about our relationship ,gossiping all about how you ditched me for Rebecca.

For you, Smith love came with choices but for me it was only you, my priority.