Just A Dream Remus Lupin

"I can't go on pretending I'm something I'm not. arrianna, i can't give you the life you want,the life i want and its not fair for me to keep you..."
In a changing world there seems to be no hope for john remus lupin. cursed since the age of five he has accepted the fact that his life would be a lonely one always on the outside looking in. The only people who were really close to him were his three friends and his mother but he kept even them at somewhat of a distance and he was ok with that. he was content to work hard in school make a career for himself as long as people never knew what he was he could have at least that out of life it may not hav been everything he wanted but it was something he could be proud of and gain a level of acceptance from. The day he met arianna the struggle began between head and heart. he was falling hard for her and he no longer knew what was right and wrong he use to think he did he had built his whole life around what he thought he knew but now he wasn't so sure. He couldn't stay away from her and wondered if falling in love with her was fair to either of them knowing deep down it could end in only one of two ways the cursed weren't meant to have happily ever afters.

this is a very rough draft it starts out a little rocky but improves :)