Perfection and Suicide
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Last published Sat, Dec 6, 2014
Matthew Espinosa fanfic.
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Warning: triggers and almost dying
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I never thought love could be this strong in two separate people before.
Faith. A sixteen year old suicidal freak and outcast to her school, who happens to play violin.
Matthew. The image of perfection in every girl's eyes.
And... They're neighbors.
And it all started with a crush.
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