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"𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢'𝔰 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔤𝔤𝔩𝔢 𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔰, 𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔶 𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔰𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔰."

" 𝐒𝐎 𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐀 𝐏𝐀𝐘 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐃? " " 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐓 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎 𝐃𝐔𝐌𝐁 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐓 , 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐓?"

𝐀 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫 "ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ɪᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍʀ. ʜᴀʀʀɪɴɢᴛᴏɴ? ᴍᴇ? ᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊᴏʙ?" 𝐀 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐍𝐨𝐚𝐡 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐨𝐧.

!!COMPLETED!! 34942 words 149305 characters 5055 sentences Started: November 23rd 2020 Finished: March 19th 2021 We were on the road. A race against time. We decided that we're going to leave. Leave this town for forever. We're never going back. We can't. Tw: Murder, suicide, gore, intrusive thoughts, self harm, anxiety, blood, puking, abuse, crying, yelling, (probably) F slur, overdosing, overall just death and mental illness. 1# in #dehmusical (idk the date, but it happened at one point)

𝐌𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞, 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲!!⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ ~Romance story~

sadly, I've decided to give up on this book. but still feel free to read it and if you want me to continue it please comment and give me ideas. I'm not turning it to finished just yet so if you want me to continue just tell me.

A poetry book of my journey through friendship, love, loss, personal growth, confusion, betrayal, resentment, hate, hope, light, and eventual healing. Please enjoy

It is not a love story, it is about a daughter and a wife's POV about their love. There ain't gonna be romance or hope at the end, the dead heart will forever gonna be dead and cold. A penny won't be tossed into the wishing well for a miracle for the love flame to be rekindled, this isn't happily ever after. A wish will be made and that is to wish it was all along a dreadful nightmare and wake up and be at where it all began and change fate