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it's hard to survive when you know who's gonna die. (dadzawa)

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Parts 15
Time 59m

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nobody knows when they're gonna die. except izuku midoriya, of course. ever since his quirks manifested, he's been able to see countless lives begin and end right in front of him. 

izuku has 2 quirks; the ability to see when others will die, and the ability to summon spirits and demons by his side. 

ever since the age of 5, when both his mother and father passed away in a fire set by a local villain, izuku has been moved from orphanage to orphanage because of his alarming past.

nobody trusted izuku. nobody but hitoshi. they bonded over both having "villainous quirks", and the desire to become hero's. 

what happens when two of the boys' favourite hero's adopt them? 

find out! 

warnings:

very gay shindeku.
very gay erasermic
very depressing
some self harm
and idk, some other stuff too.
oh yeah! very fluffy as well. when you get past the depressing part, of course.All Rights Reserved

angst angstwithhappyending bnha dadzashi dadzawa erasermic fluff izuku mha shinso weirdasstitles

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Izuku Midoriya was abused his whole life by his father. His mother and half brother was too. His brother eventually got kicked out and his mother killed infront of him when he was 4. Read this to find out how Izuku reunites with his brother and was taken in by an unexpected family that shows him real love and affection.

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a little boy can ask for in life until a tragic event changed everything. He lost his mother, his father, his home and even hope. Left without anyone to trust or turn to, this precious green bean now struggles every day to find a reason to go on. Will someone save this the boy everyone forgot about? Life is weird and can't be explained. It can be hard at some times too. Izuku knew that life hated him and he was getting sick and tired of it.... BUT... What if life didn't hate the boy and would do anything to help him find his will to live? Will he discover the secret behind his quirk? Will he gain a new family? More importantly will he find the warm feeling of love and being accepted? Will his desperately search for it finally end? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

My Hero Academia: When All Hell Breaks Loose by MagieMagical

Midoriya Izuku is not your wimpy loser that every anime tries to portray. Instead, he is the most straight-forward, over-dramatic teen you will come across. Oh, he is also quirkless and wants a reason to flip off all the heroes for telling him he can not be a hero, so he is going to be a hero to spite them! (Quirkless!Deku) I don't own anything of My Hero Academia. Warnings: Suicide References, Dark Humor, Blood and Gore, Anxiety Attacks

Sorting It Out by Puppeteer_05

DISCONTINUED Everyone has a soulmate. The only thing is, is that you don't know who they are. They could be your closest friend or a stranger from across the world. From the age of 8 when you get a soulmate you also feel what they are feeling physically and mentally. But when they get hurt you get a terrible pain in your chest. And the worst pain the soulmate is having the worse the pain in your chest gets. Izuku Midoriya was born with an amazing and unique quirk that you only see every 2000 years as well as 2 other quirks. But he doesn't know who to control the quirk. When he gets into UA he is shocked, especially when he gets into the hero course. Izuku lives with his father as his mother was killed the hero killer, stain, when he was 10. But his father abuses him whenever he feels like it. He didn't care where or how bad it hurt. (the picture thing isn't mine all credits to the artist.)

Control by thecosplayingwriter

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Use Me Like Everyone Else! by bonnie-boi

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[ Can I be happy? ] by BlueeBlob

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