What am I Now?
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MatureOngoing1h 4m
Last published Sat, Jul 24, 2021
He destroyed her.
He took everything she was and twisted it into an unknown force of fear.
And yet she still longed for him, loved him even.
She knew it was bad.
She knew he was bad.
But with him, she just can't help herself.
*Violence/mature content/drug abuse/alcohol use/assault*
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