Dear Diary...
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Last published Mon, Nov 27, 2023
"This isn't the story of a scared little girl going into a big world of gangs a drugs. This is the story of my life."
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Ashton "Ash" Brown, is an 18 year old girl from San Diego, who comes from a rough background, and is starting college in LA with her best friend Lux. Follow Ash on the adventure of life, love, sex, drugs, and heartbreak. Will she find the love of her life, and who will she lose on the way?
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TRIGGER WARNING; DETAILED USE OF HARD DRUGS, RAPE, DEATH, WEAPONS, SEXUAL CONTENT!
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