Helpless
winterpetrichor
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  • Parts 24
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winterpetrichor
Complete, First published Mar 25, 2020
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[Seokjin Centric] [Jin's POV] [Completed]

"Why did I buy this stupid book in the first place?"

It's just a notebook. A simple black notebook. But it's his diary. His escape. His evidence about everything he has been going through.

It's his real life battle scar.

Warnings: 
Talk about depression and dark topics; mention some self starvation, self harm and suicide. 

Mature language.
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