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THE GUILT BENEATH THE PAIN

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It was one memorable night that can't be forgotten.
The night where he lost the dearest person to him.
The night that he wished to forget.
But with every passing day it got worse.
The pain he felt was so strong.
The guilt that haunted him beneath the pain was so unbearable. 
But he still knew how to over shadow it perfectly with his face void of any emotion.
But mostly at night there were two emotions he couldn't avoid, they are the guilt and the pain he felt that night.

Madison West is a girl who lost the two people she loved the most in the world through a car accident on her birthday. And has to now leave with her aunt in New York.

Dakota Anderson is a guy who is feared by most people in New York due to a rumour that has been stretched around.
He refuses to let any one into the wall he spent years building.

When these two cross path will they allow each other into their secret past, or will they just move on with their lives.

Please read this story to get more information. I don't know if it will be to your expectations but please try it out.All Rights Reserved

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