It's muddled.
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Ongoing, First published Mar 26, 2020
"You are yet to discover the most enchanted, esoteric, and indispensable part of your life, stay strong baby girl." He was holding my hand the whole time.

I'm an introvert, a girl that never wants to have an extraordinary life. I always wanted to be normal yet hidden but life has something else to offer me, obviously. Whether I'm ready for it or not, I still have to face it and I will, with dignity indeed, you'll see.


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It's not what you think. You think you're aware of it but you are surely not. 
Emily Augustine, an exceptional being, ordeals a life she's destined to. She writes about her life in her secret diary, thinking these secrets are normal but she is not aware of what's coming next in her life. She is about to go on an unforeseen journey of bloodsuckers.

 The Vampires.

What will happen when she'll come to know that she's not a human? *Oops a spoiler*
How will her soulmate react to that?
What will happen when she'll join beings of her own kind?
Will she uncover all those real faces hidden behind masks of sweetness?
Will she be able to put up with all of this and live a beautiful life?

Well, read the story to find out!
And don't be a ghost reader, who knows the bloodsucker won't like that 0_o
Just kidding :D
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