Stuck between IDK, IDC, and IDGAF.

I always saw all this things around me, like people getting divorced, having toxic friendships or relationships, moving houses and changing their lives, but I never thought that would happen to me. Basically my life is pretty shit 🙃 and Idk how to deal with it, so...yea. I don't feel comfortable talking to my counselors and much less, my parents. Ever since my mother told me she was not my friend, and she was just a "mom" whatever that means, I haven't been able to let things out of my chest. Then a friend of mine talked to me about how she writes stories in Wattpad and how she expresses herself, I thought I'd give it a try! So, here goes nothing...