I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I sat down on the toilet seat and put my head in my hands, I'm not the same without her, I'm not myself without her. Tears started sliding down my cheeks. Next thing i heard the door open, I looked up to find Calum. "Luke, what's wrong? i knew you were acting weird" Calum asked me. "I miss her Cal, I miss her so much it hurts..." I said to him. "Luke she's an amazing singer! you would've had to know this could've happened and it did you should be happy for her!" Calum said to me. "I know Cal, I am happy for her it's just...." I said trailing off. "Just what?" Calum asked. "She's not our little secret anymore".