Sworn in Radiance (on going)
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  • LECTURES 456
  • Votes 20
  • Parties 5
En cours d'écriture, Publié initialement sept. 22, 2012
I'm rich. I have money to buy what I want. All things that I wanted to..the gorgeous dresses, shoes, jewelries and gadgets.


They might think I'm fortunate.

But I'm not happy I have a very dark life. Wherein no one bothered to care for my happiness. I've been drowned by my past.

I can surrender all these things that I have just to find the joy that I've been clinging for.

Sometimes, do you ever feel as if you're looking through a broken glass with a broken future and a shattered past?

I hated all things around me.
I hate promises. I hate those effin' love stories and fairytales. I hate myself and I hate the WORLD.


I'm tired of this life. It's like I'm in a box full of darkness.



"I'M SWORN IN RADIANCE"



Until I met this strange guy who  completely open my eyes to see and value those people who cares for me. He had open the world to me.
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