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I'm here.

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Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about.
Be kind.
Always.


Okay I gotta put a huge trigger warning here. This story is not gonna be happy in any way. I'll be talking about self-harm, self-hatred, abuse and suicide. Those are things that I'm/I've dealt with so I'll probably be blunt and explicit when talking about it. Please don't read if you're easily triggered. You can always message me if you need anything. 
Stay strong folks.All Rights Reserved

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Fly High by Ladywordd

Kageyama Tobio hated when things were out of his control. And the annoying orange haired teammate of his was definitely out of his control. And yet, Hinata had a warmth within him that Kageyama craved. He was like a sun. But every sun has to set sometime. *** Writer's note here because I didn't want to disturb the story: I tried my best to research Friedreich's Ataxia. It is a truly terrible disease that can be fatal in the early adulthood stage, mostly due to heart failure. It has many more things to it than what I wrote here and it's more painful but I thought I already put Hinata (and my soul) through enough. Despite that, there can be things that are incorrect, I'm not a medical professional so please keep that in mind and do your own research.

If I Lay Here by Chroma_V

•Kageyama x Hinata• _________________ 【ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴇ sᴀᴅ】 Hinata, emotionally and mentally abused by the people around him. Kageyama, getting abused by Hinata's growing emotions unknowingly. What are they able to do with each other if neither of them are mentally available for the other? 『ᴛʜɪs sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴄᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, sᴏ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜsʟʏ』 ★HEAVY TRIGGERS: -Suicidal thoughts -death -Abuse/mentions of abuse -Blood -homophobia Chapters will have a ❗️ if it is triggering!!!

[COMPLETE] The Dreams That we Share [KageHina] by taachxxn

COMPLETE Highest ranking - #1 kagehina "There's always been one word, one meaningful word that I never fully understood. I always hear people talk about it, everywhere I go, in movies, in books. But...i just can't understand why it's so important. I've liked some girls in the past, sure but...is that really what you would call love? I want to feel love, I want to love someone. But...maybe I'll never find that someone special to me. In fact. I don't even think I want to love. All I need is Volleyball." Hinata Shouyou is yet to discover the meaning of the word "love." Everyone else seems to know but him. After hearing of these so called dreams that "reveal your soulmate" a fire is lit within him and he's desperate to find his own soulmate. But at what cost?

The sun who saved the moon (tsukishima x hinata) by melonbark

After the divorce of Tsukishima's mother and father, his mother starts to abuse him, leaving him mentally and physically broken. Alongside being in love with his best friend Yamaguchi, who is falling in love with someone else. Noticing changes in Tsukkis efforts on the court, Hinata figures out the truth of Tsukkis family life. ⚠️ TW: abuse, self harm If any of these topics upset you, please scroll away from this story. If any other topics come up I will put a warning up before hand. All pictures aren't mine, all credits to the artists.

Clementine (Kagehina) by IcyHotlovechild

After confessing to Hinata, Kageyama feels as though his life is starting to light up for the first time. However, not even his favorite ball of sunshine can keep his abusive father away from him forever. The two date secretly to avoid his father finding out, until the setter's family problems start to not only threaten their relationship, but their lives as well. "You complete me." *I do not own any of the art of videos* *TW*: mentions of self h@rm, r@pe Pain/cuteness: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/22c9q54dERlDWURJNcYysE?si=gECycaZ6Q8GRPDAj7kSg4Q

Unable to let go, unable to run away | Kagehina Angst by iieren_exp

⚠TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, PHYSICAL ABUSE, AND MENTAL ILLNESS!⚠ Kageyama has changed a lot, the team took notice but Hinata took it the hardest. As time passed Hinata became desperate to get his partner back! He took Kenma's advice and decided to follow Kageyama in an attempt to figure out why he's changed so much. He would have never guessed this was what he'd see on that rainy day... •What did Hinata see that shocked him so much? •How would it affect the relationship between the freak duo? •How is Hinata going to deal with what he saw that rainy day?

Haikyuu text by hornychan

I literally just love reading these and like writing my own so boom. This story does deal with some triggering themes. (Harassment, talk of suicide, abuse etc.) Please remember this is a fan fiction. Anything can happen. Ships in this book include: Iwaoi Kuroken Bokuaka KyoTeru (kyotani x Terushima) Tensemi Kagehina Yakulev Tananoya Matsuhana Please note, I have not edited this book since it's been published. I wrote this some years ago during the summer and never looked back. It need major editing.

not how it's supposed to go ||KageHina Fanfic|| by -suzuhiro

■ COMPLETED ■ Hinata wishes that everything was perfect. He wishes that everything would go on how he wants it to go. He wants to be happy and stay happy. He wants everything to go back to normal. He wishes that he just didn't see what he saw that day. He refuses to accept it but, he knows full well that it was true. He wishes for everything to go back on how it used to be. Laughs, smiles, hanging out, and sleepovers! but ... he knows.. he knows that that's not how it's supposed to go. i do not own any of Haikyuu!! or any of it's characters. cover was made by @noragami.yatto. ! ⚠⚠⚠WARNING ⚠⚠⚠ CONTAINS SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK !! ■ August 9, 2020 #16 on hinatashouyou ■ January 3, 2021 #115 on depressed

Not Alone |Kagehina| by Haikyuu_YOI_16

Kageyama is bullied at school after coming out as gay to the point of self harm and depression. Until one day, he gets a message from an anonymous messenger app telling Kageyama that they love him. With this new found "friend", maybe he isn't alone and maybe his life has purpose. Kagehina Angst SELF HARM, SUICIDE, DRUGS, BULLYING, SEXUAL CONTENT, and HOMOPHOBIC BEHAVIOR WARNING! COMPLETED This is my first ever angst story because angst stories make me sad but, I hope you enjoy this story!

Notes: Kageyama Angst-Tsukikage by kagetsuki4life

Kageyama lives in an abusive household, his old teammates always find a way to ruin everything and Hinata got sick of him. He has nowhere to go. No one to confide in. What will he do? Or is it the end for the setter? ⚠️Tw: Suicidal Thoughts, Cutting, Rape, Physical + Sexual + Emotional/Verbal Abuse and Bulling⚠️

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Fly High

Kageyama Tobio hated when things were out of his control. And the annoying orange haired teammate of his was definitely out of his control. And yet, Hinata had a warmth within him that Kageyama craved. He was like a sun. But every sun has to set sometime. *** Writer's note here because I didn't want to disturb the story: I tried my best to research Friedreich's Ataxia. It is a truly terrible disease that can be fatal in the early adulthood stage, mostly due to heart failure. It has many more things to it than what I wrote here and it's more painful but I thought I already put Hinata (and my soul) through enough. Despite that, there can be things that are incorrect, I'm not a medical professional so please keep that in mind and do your own research.