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Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about.
Be kind.
Always.


Okay I gotta put a huge trigger warning here. This story is not gonna be happy in any way. I'll be talking about self-harm, self-hatred, abuse and suicide. Those are things that I'm/I've dealt with so I'll probably be blunt and explicit when talking about it. Please don't read if you're easily triggered. You can always message me if you need anything. 
Stay strong folks.All Rights Reserved

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If I Lay Here by Chroma_V

•Kageyama x Hinata• _________________ 【ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴇ sᴀᴅ】 Hinata, emotionally and mentally abused by the people around him. Kageyama, getting abused by Hinata's growing emotions unknowingly. What are they able to do with each other if neither of them are mentally available for the other? 『ᴛʜɪs sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴄᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, sᴏ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜsʟʏ』 ★HEAVY TRIGGERS: -Suicidal thoughts -death -Abuse/mentions of abuse -Blood -homophobia Chapters will have a ❗️ if it is triggering!!!

[COMPLETE] The Dreams That we Share [KageHina] by taachxxn

COMPLETE Highest ranking - #1 kagehina "There's always been one word, one meaningful word that I never fully understood. I always hear people talk about it, everywhere I go, in movies, in books. But...i just can't understand why it's so important. I've liked some girls in the past, sure but...is that really what you would call love? I want to feel love, I want to love someone. But...maybe I'll never find that someone special to me. In fact. I don't even think I want to love. All I need is Volleyball." Hinata Shouyou is yet to discover the meaning of the word "love." Everyone else seems to know but him. After hearing of these so called dreams that "reveal your soulmate" a fire is lit within him and he's desperate to find his own soulmate. But at what cost?

Haikyuu text by hornychan

I literally just love reading these and like writing my own so boom. This story does deal with some triggering themes. (Harassment, talk of suicide, abuse etc.) Please remember this is a fan fiction. Anything can happen. Ships in this book include: Iwaoi Kuroken Bokuaka KyoTeru (kyotani x Terushima) Tensemi Kagehina Yakulev Tananoya Matsuhana Please note, I have not edited this book since it's been published. I wrote this some years ago during the summer and never looked back. It need major editing.

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

Not Alone |Kagehina| by Haikyuu_YOI_16

Kageyama is bullied at school after coming out as gay to the point of self harm and depression. Until one day, he gets a message from an anonymous messenger app telling Kageyama that they love him. With this new found "friend", maybe he isn't alone and maybe his life has purpose. Kagehina Angst SELF HARM, SUICIDE, DRUGS, BULLYING, SEXUAL CONTENT, and HOMOPHOBIC BEHAVIOR WARNING! COMPLETED This is my first ever angst story because angst stories make me sad but, I hope you enjoy this story!

Depressed Hinata by gayscrewup

*TRIGGER WARNING! Self harm, suicide attempts, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, medication, kinda graphic descriptions of blood and gore* lol, language too Prolly gonna be some smut, sorry! I couldn't think of a name so... I'm going to write a story about Hinata if he was depressed and had anxiety,(and social anxiety) based on my own experiences. He will be on medication, which I haven't experienced, but I prolly should be on meds... putting that aside, I will do research on different types of medication he might be on, and I'll base the meds off that. I'll try to make it as accurate as possible, but sorry if it's not completely accurate. I also know that some people might have had different experiences, so I don't want to undermine those experiences. Suicide hotline US: 1-800-273-8255

empty ~ kurotsuki by 11k41y0

"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.

Red - Depressed Kirishima x Bakugo by gzerbe13

"You know, my favorite color wasn't always red." Kirishima said to me while we sat outside on the fire escape. We were looking at the sunset. The sky was full of beautiful, bright reds and oranges. "What? Really? What was it? I asked out of curiosity, "It was actually silver at one point." "Silver? You don't seem like a silver kind of person." "Yeah. Silver. One day in middle school, I picked up something silver and tried to color with it. Every time I tried, it turned red. I eventually learned to love red more than anything in the world and wanted nothing more than to see it roll down my wrists." He said. It didn't take me long to realize what he was talking about. Cutting. ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ ⚠️Anxiety ⚠️Depression ⚠️Self Harm ⚠️Suicidal thoughts / tendencies / actions ⚠️ Death

Notes: Kageyama Angst-Tsukikage by kagetsuki4life

Kageyama lives in an abusive household, his old teammates always find a way to ruin everything and Hinata got sick of him. He has nowhere to go. No one to confide in. What will he do? Or is it the end for the setter? ⚠️Tw: Suicidal Thoughts, Cutting, Rape, Physical + Sexual + Emotional/Verbal Abuse and Bulling⚠️

not how it's supposed to go ||KageHina Fanfic|| by -suzuhiro

■ COMPLETED ■ Hinata wishes that everything was perfect. He wishes that everything would go on how he wants it to go. He wants to be happy and stay happy. He wants everything to go back to normal. He wishes that he just didn't see what he saw that day. He refuses to accept it but, he knows full well that it was true. He wishes for everything to go back on how it used to be. Laughs, smiles, hanging out, and sleepovers! but ... he knows.. he knows that that's not how it's supposed to go. i do not own any of Haikyuu!! or any of it's characters. cover was made by @noragami.yatto. ! ⚠⚠⚠WARNING ⚠⚠⚠ CONTAINS SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, AND IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK !! ■ August 9, 2020 #16 on hinatashouyou ■ January 3, 2021 #115 on depressed

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If I Lay Here cover

[COMPLETE] The Dreams That we Share [KageHina] cover

Haikyuu text cover

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku cover

Not Alone |Kagehina| cover

Depressed Hinata cover

empty ~ kurotsuki cover

Red - Depressed Kirishima x Bakugo cover

Notes: Kageyama Angst-Tsukikage cover

not how it's supposed to go ||KageHina Fanfic|| cover

If I Lay Here

•Kageyama x Hinata• _________________ 【ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙᴇ sᴀᴅ】 Hinata, emotionally and mentally abused by the people around him. Kageyama, getting abused by Hinata's growing emotions unknowingly. What are they able to do with each other if neither of them are mentally available for the other? 『ᴛʜɪs sᴛᴏʀʏ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴄᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ, sᴏ ɪᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜsʟʏ』 ★HEAVY TRIGGERS: -Suicidal thoughts -death -Abuse/mentions of abuse -Blood -homophobia Chapters will have a ❗️ if it is triggering!!!