Pain Comes From Trauma {Suicidal Deku}
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NOT A SHIP STORY!!!
Bakugo tells him that he should go kill himself... But what if he goes ahead with it?
Bakugo is a bit "soft" in this
This story will include:
•Self harm
•bullying
•suicide attempt
•suicide
Characters and show by Horikoshi
If you don't like this type of stuff or angst in general. I advise you to not read
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5/5: 🏅 1: #awshitherewegoagain
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